I will not do those drugs again. I will not do those drugs again. I will not do ...
Just last night I needed those three words, and there they were in electron brushed phosphor. I felt like if I clicked I'd win a prize, the glass tube tearing at the pin-prick of my mouse, a slow motion balloon. I thought, maybe, that god would step out, shake my hand and say "Congratulations. I made all this for you!". I thought, maybe, a lover would fall into my lap who needed nothing more than to be my lover. I thought, maybe, I would be happy. I thought, maybe, I might even become ... beautiful.
Instead, the door swung open to reveal a wall ... painted to look like the door.
I will not do those drugs again. I will not do those drugs again. I will not do ...
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ugh. Is that daylight I see?
Date: 2005-12-23 07:29 pm (UTC)Just last night I needed those three words, and there they were in electron brushed phosphor. I felt like if I clicked I'd win a prize, the glass tube tearing at the pin-prick of my mouse, a slow motion balloon. I thought, maybe, that god would step out, shake my hand and say "Congratulations. I made all this for you!". I thought, maybe, a lover would fall into my lap who needed nothing more than to be my lover. I thought, maybe, I would be happy. I thought, maybe, I might even become ... beautiful.
Instead, the door swung open to reveal a wall ... painted to look like the door.
I will not do those drugs again. I will not do those drugs again. I will not do ...