This has nothing to do with my other relationship.
I, of course, have used all of these. It was like talking around several baseballs that suddenly materialized in my solar-plexus, chest, and mouth. "This must be what guilt in action feels like." (hardly, the worst is always yet to come) With such experience, I was of course totally unprepared for when they were used on me.
These things are not yet far enough behind me.
I am not, of course, trying to justify anything. This is probably just a long-winded way of saying "boys are dumb, you deserve better."
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Date: 2006-05-22 02:07 pm (UTC)I, of course, have used all of these. It was like talking around several baseballs that suddenly materialized in my solar-plexus, chest, and mouth. "This must be what guilt in action feels like." (hardly, the worst is always yet to come) With such experience, I was of course totally unprepared for when they were used on me.
These things are not yet far enough behind me.
I am not, of course, trying to justify anything. This is probably just a long-winded way of saying "boys are dumb, you deserve better."