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There are days when I want red lipstick. Berry flavour Rita Hayworth silent sex star glimmering red. That perfect moue of a Casablanca kiss red, the disney approximation of vamp that haunts the dreams of old executives who remember the day the princess died. Marylin never wore this red, it's simply not for blonde's. This red is for the ghosts of famous prostitutes, it's for the high heeled goddesses who walk the earth and knock over preconceived perceptions with a slight flick of their tongue. It's for I'm Leaving You written on that one spectacular mirror that was such a find at the flea market, for that smudge on the collar that tells the other woman that you're better than them. Deep passionate blood red. The red of fingernails in an 80's movie, a mixture of the eyes wide shut blowjob of the pretty woman and the betrayal of modern culture burning bras.
Today isn't one of those days, but yesterday might have been. I wanted to swim in eyes yesterday. Breathe in that comforting honey warmth that emanates from the sweetest of arsenic hearts and melts all my bones. Instead at home there's cinnamon. A slender figure of awkward elegance, waiting to find my hand. I worry, but not very much. Lately I've been too tired, weary on a starvation level. Not enough calories to keep up with myself. My joints creak and snap when I move, and my head is in continual search for a pillow.
Sunday : working 2 - 5pm
Monday : working 5 - 8pm, Korean movie night
Tuesday :
Wednesday:
Thursday : working 2 - 9pm
Friday : working 3 - 9pm
Saturday : working 2 - 8pm
Today isn't one of those days, but yesterday might have been. I wanted to swim in eyes yesterday. Breathe in that comforting honey warmth that emanates from the sweetest of arsenic hearts and melts all my bones. Instead at home there's cinnamon. A slender figure of awkward elegance, waiting to find my hand. I worry, but not very much. Lately I've been too tired, weary on a starvation level. Not enough calories to keep up with myself. My joints creak and snap when I move, and my head is in continual search for a pillow.
Sunday : working 2 - 5pm
Monday : working 5 - 8pm, Korean movie night
Tuesday :
Wednesday:
Thursday : working 2 - 9pm
Friday : working 3 - 9pm
Saturday : working 2 - 8pm
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Date: 2005-09-15 07:12 pm (UTC)(I've had two cats fall off my balconey)
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Date: 2005-09-15 07:21 pm (UTC)Some people found him in the park across the street and brought him to my building manager, the one armed german war vet. He, remembering me, took him off of them and came up to fetch me. I had a bit of a "er, I live in a building with a no pets policy, what do I say?" moment, but I went downstairs and got him back. He was quitee beside himself with panic, the poor thing. He scurried back and forth everywhere, checking to make sure everything was where it's supposed to be.
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Date: 2005-09-15 07:48 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-09-16 11:11 pm (UTC)I'm a Red Lipstick Woman on occasion
Date: 2005-09-15 08:02 pm (UTC)If I wear make-up, it's most likely to be red lips and a little bit of mascara. I have so many shades of red, yet all of them are subtly different in a way that only I can detect.
I need red shoes now.
this is a nice entry
Re: I'm a Red Lipstick Woman on occasion
Date: 2005-09-16 06:55 am (UTC)(My only pair of shoes are a pair of lime pbrocade skater shoes)
Re: I'm a Red Lipstick Woman on occasion
Date: 2005-09-16 02:40 pm (UTC)I had red boots a few years ago (low, comfy ones, not hot, hot, hot high heeled ones). I want red shoes now; but hot.
I'm a gold lipstick girl sometimes.
Date: 2005-09-16 05:48 pm (UTC)Now that I can picture you, little strappy numbers that you could still ride a bicycle in seem like a very good idea.
Re: I'm a gold lipstick girl sometimes.
Date: 2005-09-16 08:23 pm (UTC)shoesclothes I can cycling in.no subject
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Date: 2005-09-16 06:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-16 08:52 am (UTC)'Cause I was wondering today, what you'd be up to on the 1st of October....
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Date: 2005-09-16 09:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-17 09:10 am (UTC)And I thought of you, 'cause a) I'd not seen you in the flesh in some time, and b) you have an almost-namesake in Adam Baldwin's character. (He spells it without an h. How many variants can we make here?)
I'd not heard of a party in the evening, interestingly enough....
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